Dreaming.

Have you ever had a dream about someone that you feel is so real?.. so life-like that you wake up having your outlook on everything change. I have, and now my mind is all over the place with emotions. Was my dream a message to me, a wake up call that there are more feelings there then I thought? Is it a warning that I'm going to get hurt at the end of all this? Am I completely overthinking this whole thing? Makes me wonder sometimes. I've never had a dream this intense til now. I'm torn. Do I really feel the way I felt in the dream? Or is it simply a dream? Have I been in denial this whole time? Could [lv3] really be a possibilty?

My heart is like a mix of pieces that I'm trying to put together. Trying to place all my feelings in the right place. Following how I feel but protecting myself from being hurt. It's hard to find that peace within myself, the comfort that I'm making the right choices.

"The best things in life are unseen. thats why we close our eyes when we kiss cry and dream."

Everything seems so unclear lately, ups and downs like rollercoasters. I'm fine, I'm free, I'm focused. I'm weak, I'm vulnerable, I'm daydreaming. One day things will all come together. Everything happens for a reason. I'm just waiting for the day where I can just breathe and let everything fall into place as its supposed to.

"When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change."